Friday, July 14, 2006

Depression by numbers

I'm bummed out about a lot of things lately.

Number of days I have cried this week: 3
Number of times my sweetie has called me this week: 1
Number of minutes my boss has acknowledged that I exist this week: 0
Number of tasks I have accomplished this week: 10
Number of tasks of import that I have accomplished this week: 0
Number of times this week I have thought about quitting it all and moving back home: many

Number of jeans I ordered online: 3
Number of new jeans that fit: 0
Number of old jeans that fit: 2
Number of pounds I need to lose to fit into new jeans: probably 7
Number of pounds I need to lose to fit into old skinny jeans: 13
Number of pounds I resolved to lose as a New Year's resolution: 12
Number of pounds I have lost since January 1: -1

Number of nights I have had lucid unpleasant dreams this week: 6
Number of mornings I woke up before my alarm this week: 1
Number of hours I snoozed my alarm this week: 8

Yeah. I'm blue.

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Healing? Maybe?

Wow, my leg must be getting better -- finally! -- because during this morning's jog (only my second time to go jogging since my skiing accident, how much does that suck?) I only felt a few twinges, and generally only during the 9/10 (running) intervals. Yay.

I think I must've hurt more than just my anterior compartment, because that piece of my leg is just fine now. The pain is now stabbing me from the back of my lower leg, sort of inside of my calf. Posterior compartment, maybe? Does that take longer to heal? I wish it would be healed already. But I sort of suspect that I'll get twinges in that leg for possibly the rest of my life. I hope it doesn't terrify me away from ever skiing again...